The session itself was the most loving, compassionate, sacred experience I’ve ever had. I felt truly loved, very seen, and fully cared deeply for every single minute. Lotus was immensely supportive and communicated with such grace, intuitively reading my responses and body with loving kindness and full respect the entire time.

I have never done anything like this before – the tension release was instantaneous with every move, every gentle direction, and though immensely painful and intense at times, it was the PERFECT place for letting go of years, and years, and years of suppressed emotion and pain. The body really does keep the score, and Lotus is extremely well informed in all this.

It didn’t feel weird – I felt loved in the most unconditional and agenda free way, her approach is ALL about healing, and she has a certain very special magic to her, where she understands and creates space for ALL of what your body and you feel, responding constantly across over five hours with the deepest of love and attention.

I have CPTSD and I have never felt more grounded, balanced and aware of my body – ever. Parts of me came back ‘online’ within seconds of certain releases and movements. I fully surrendered and I have the utmost respect for Lotus for bringing forward this incredibly special, effective and valuable work to the world.

She is a really devoted practitioner and I’ve never felt so safe. Thank you so immensely much.

Lotus provided me the opportunity to sink deep into my body and emotions. Her attentive care and presence allowed me to feel safe and supported and enabled me to let go, to just be with the present experience and also make peace with past experiences.

I left feeling totally nourished as well as being fully grounded with a mental clarity and sense of well being and a healthy perception of my masculinity.

Lotus combines both Mindfulness and Tantric massage to give a truly wholesome Tantric massage. I was treated with the upmost loving care and felt safe and held emotionally throughout the session. 

After the session, I felt euphoric, cleansed and energised. The days after, I continued to release and my body enjoyed a new sense of stillness. I felt grounded, deeply calm and quietly creative.

I wished I had known about Lotus and HeartMindful Tantra years ago. 

Lotus competently delivered a truly wonderful experience that will never be forgotten.

After having had some earlier experiences with mental and spiritual forms of therapy – both as a giver and receiver – I had an overwhelming HEART-MINDful Tantra session with Lotus, which will strongly influence my life and for which I will always be grateful.

Unlike mental methods – such as kinesiology, family constellations, (auto-)hypnosis – the HEART-MINDful session directly touched my body's memory and released blockages with energies flowing through Lotus' hands, involving every muscle, every organ and every gland, every pressure point and every meridian.

Another difference to my previous experience was that the area of the first two chakras was also included. For the first time the blockages of the root and genital area were manually treated, which gave me particularly intense, joyful and painful, releasing emotions that twisted and moved my whole body for minutes. It was as if I was surfing out of our space into higher spheres somewhere.

When I speak of sexual healing here, it means that my prostate and lingam were actually involved in the session, but this was never even close to the ordinary sexual massage that is commonly known.

The journey took so long and me so far away from my daily challenges and loads that I hoped I could enjoy it even longer. On my return to this world, Lotus continued to care for me with gentleness and empathy as she did throughout the entire session.

I experienced Lotus as a warm-hearted, caring, compassionate, comforting and loving therapist who, despite the intimate nature of the work, was able to stay in her energy with consciousness and respect.

Thank you very much for this colossal experience between time and space, which I can only recommend to everyone.

Namaste!

Since I was very convinced during and after my first meeting with Lotus I recently had another session with her. Here I want to share my impressions again.

Thanks to her professional HEART-MINDful Tantra massages Lotus could open doors to hidden experiences and traumata, which are stored in my body-memory. With her excellent intuition she could support me in the process of understanding and releasing feelings of pain and guilt.

Intensive bodywork moved me into a quite vulnerable state where suddenly solutions appeared in me as if by themselves. Like in a trance I could consider options and exchange them with Lotus.

Finally, the full channel of “mind+heart+subconscious” was open and the developed solutions stayed present in me. Now I am on my way to healing my traumatized inner child and even my ancestors’ by regular meditation and self-hypnosis sessions.

In the meantime – 12 weeks later – I feel very self-convinced in my self-healing process.

For me Lotus combines the best of Tantra, Tao, and Buddhism in an intelligent, heartful and bodily way.